My Story

I grew up in a humble home in North London, Enfield, UK. My family brought me up in a way that encouraged freedom, self-discovery, and a deep connection to nature. Family time often involved beach trips, mountain hikes, and exploration of new places.

From an early age, I demonstrated a unique blend of creativity, curiosity, and empathy, especially towards nature. I felt a deep connection to all forms of life and would go to great lengths to help even the smallest creatures. I vividly recall an incident at school where I stood up against kids who were harming ladybugs and got into a fight trying to protect them. I spent the afternoon in the head teachers office.

Different

This compassionate free spirited nature, however, left me feeling like an outsider. I felt completely alone in a ridged uncaring world, so instead lived in my own world away from everyone. It was safe that way.

School, was a challenge. I was bullied for being different and lived more and more in my imaginative world.

It was around the age of ten that I realised the power of my imagination when I had a vision of a snake biting a woman’s leg putting poison into it that turned out to be the exact spot, she had an abscess that was to be removed. This revelation marked the beginning of my journey into embracing my empathic sensitive nature.

Lost in pain

My path to deepening my awareness was abruptly changed when my nan was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Driven by a desire to cure cancer and fuelled by my dad’s words “ If you want to cure cancer, Son, you will have to do well at school and become a doctor”, I decided to study hard and went from being a struggling student to excelling in my studies. My nan's death crippled the family.

Despite trying hard in school I did not achieve the grades I needed and instead I left college feeling like a failure and lost myself trying to fit in doing soul crushing jobs to get by. The whole time I could see how stressed and lost everyone in society was and I was frustrated that I couldn't see a way out. I became obsessed with an alternative way of living, one that avoided the conventional 9-5 grind.

Leap of faith

As a hobby I decided to develop my inherited empathic psychic talents. I eventually became pretty good at it earning a reputation for my accuracy and insight and I started doing psychic readings for some additional income.

A turning point arrived when I lost a job and my mum saw a job seeking psychics for a TV show in London. I doubted myself but encouragement from friends and fellow spiritual mentors gave me the courage to apply. This decision transformed my life as I began working on live TV in front of thousands of people watching as one of the youngest to ever be on the show demonstrating my ability to tap into people's energy and pick up names, dates, and events accurately.

My expertise expanded into various fields of the spiritual realm, including astrology, meditation, chakras, clairvoyance, energy healing, tarot, and more. I built a reputation as one of the best on the show. However, the pressure to always be accurate weighed heavily on me, and I felt like an impostor when I couldn't deliver extraordinary experiences every time.

Doubt & change

At a pivotal moment in my career, when I could have gone on tour around the country a planning error, fuelled by my inability to know my own needs, led me to exhaust myself with no sleep and no food prior to a heavily booked day of readings. I had queues of people waiting for readings that were embarrassingly vague. This left me feeling like a fraud and questioning my abilities and my beliefs. I felt I needed a new direction.

My passion was always about helping people, but I noticed that many relied too heavily on predictions, rather than taking control of their lives and repeating cycles of deep-rooted trauma that festered in their subconscious, like my intense bullying that had crippled my self-worth. This realisation prompted me to diversify my skills. I obtained a diploma in Hypnotherapy and Counselling skills, intending to help people overcome past trauma, and unlock their potential.

Relationship

During the reinventing myself stage of my life. I got married and had an amazing medieval themed wedding. However, the relationship soon turned sour, she became more and more critical and controlling, taking full advantage of my empathic nature. I now know she was a covert cerebral narcissist that was determined to destroy my spiritual beliefs and undermine my self-esteem to do what she wanted me to do. I couldn't see it at the time and tolerated her ways, dismissing it as trauma that I was here to heal through love and understanding. Ultimately, the marriage ended but I was left broken, full of guilt believing I failed my soul pact. I doubting who I was and self-sabotaged through gaming and binge watching to avoid my issues. I completely abandoned my spiritual side, by allowing her belief that it was a sign of mental illness to become mine.

Still searching

My path further evolved as I pursued a degree in Primary Teaching, with the aim of empowering children to become the heart centred, innovators of the future. However, I eventually found myself disillusioned with my role as a teacher, the pressure of the curriculum left no room to empower children in the way I wanted. I aspired to become a clinical psychologist, getting a Masters in Psychology, but the journey was fraught with challenges, including the onset of COVID-19 where I had to work from home. I had to go back to the drawing board again.

Sought help

I felt like a complete failure achieving nothing of substance and now 40 years old. No home, no children, no partner, and a flop of a career. Eventually, I realised I suffering from arrogance, by trying to do everything myself, and sought help from coaches that flipped my life around. I was able to see my blind spots and eliminate depression, doubt and self-sabotage that allowed me to reinvent myself by combining my counselling, hypnotherapy, and psychic work into a unique fusion therapy that could be conducted online and over the phone. I was then inspired to embark on hugely transformational self development courses, create new peer groups, and become an Internationally accredited Life Coach.

Loving life

This transformative journey has brought me to where I am today, working as a Soul Growth Coach. I work when I want doing what I want whilst feeling fully able to be my most authentic self. I feel deeply connected to God/Eternal source and am happily manifesting a life of wonderful collaborations and spiritual adventures into my life. My life's struggles have given me a passion to help lost or struggling spiritually minded empathic individuals overcome doubt and self-sabotage, clear subconscious blocks, and embark on a journey of spiritual growth to unleash their full potential and become the empowered empathic spiritual warriors the world needs whilst manifesting a soul-led business and lifestyle full of passion, purpose and freedom. If this is something you yearn for, perhaps you are here for a reason. Why not book yourself in for a 60 minute discovery call where we can work together to create a plan to get you there.

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